I’m trying to become a slug. I’m choosing to spend this sunny gorgeous day with all of the windows open doing things around the house. I don’t want to go out, I don’t want to walk and run and play. I want to be warm and enjoy how nice my house smells with the fresh air.
mm mm mmm. I love warm days.
Mar 06, 01:04PM PST | 0 comments
Men like me again! I like me again! Somehow, the cosmos have shifted and things are better.
Jan 16, 2009, 06:08PM PST | 1 cheer | 1 comment
I’m working on this. It’s hard though…I feel really flawed sometimes. I look at myself as kind of odd looking, and I feel like people don’t want me around, though that’s not exactly the case. I don’t know. I think since the boo and i broke up in the spring i’ve been hunting for the thing that’s so wrong with me that he didn’t move here. Which i realize is nuts. However, my knowing it’s nuts doesn’t mean I’m not still prowling around my life looking for the fatal flaw, the thing that’s so bad. The irony is that I’m not a bad person at all, so I’m chasing ghosts. I guess this is one of this “time heals all wounds” scenarios. Lame lame lame.
Jan 01, 2009, 10:13PM PST | 2 cheers | 3 comments
i realize this sounds like a dumb girl… but i feel so good recently that i am fine, nay happy! showing off my body again, which i wasn’t ok with for awhile. so yeah. thats good.
May 08, 2008, 08:23PM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments