draw every day

okay, i’m so not doing this at all. not even a little. unless doodling counts. which it doesn’t because it isn’t helping me get back into form. i’d say i need to buckle down on this and get doing this, but i’m completely swamped to the point where i can not possibly add one more activity into my days without feeling like i have absolutely no time to myself that i’m just …you know…living life. so, if it strikes me i’ll do it but until the end of summer this goal is on hold.

I haven’t drawn in forever. And I know it’s because I know I’m not as good as I was…well, when I drew. But just because I’m scared doesn’t mean it’s a good reason not to do so. I have drawing pads all over the place and they’re just collecting dust because I’m being a wuss, it’s too late to start tonight because it’s much past my bedtime already but tomorrow, I’m breaking out the pads and the pencils… I found a new pack of ebony pencils laying around too, oh my gosh i love those things. anyhow, breaking them out tomorrow and drawing. and it won’t be good, but it will be there and the more i do it, the better i will get. just …every day. even if it’s just a little something is better than nothing. i can do it outside with breakfast or something.