Lose 10 pounds

So I’m starting over. Clean slate.
Today I will be working out for an hour at the gym.
My goal for April is to work out for one hour three times a week. A total of 800 minutes working out is the real goal, it’s an average of 1 hour three times a week plus 20 minutes.
My other goal is to eat within my calorie goal for the day 25 out of the 30 days. This means I will have to be diligent about logging my food for the month to know what I’m eating. I just need to get back to paying attention to what goes into my body.

1. Walk 10,000 steps
2. do ten flights of stairs
3. drink 8 cups of water
4. eat veggies at lunch.

walk 10,000 steps
do my work out tonight.
eat between 1200 and 1500 calories
add more veggies to my meals

being sick has really taken a lot out of my sails this last week. but I am starting to feel better and have a dr. appointment tonight to hopefully get me an antibiotic which may not but maybe will help this killer sinus infection that has me dizzy and nauseous (because apparently I can’t have a sinus infection and just have a nasally voice, it has to drain into my stomach and make me physically ill and make my head hurt so bad I can’t stand up).
So, I will say, now this new week has started and I have faith that I can get down one pound for the next ten weeks which will allow me to count this goal as COMPLETE.. :).
Goal: 170.
This isn’t my final goal, but my first goal, and I hope to get there as quickly as possible so I can keep it up until I reach my final goal of 45 lbs. total.

ugh. that’s what I have to say about losing weight. I try. I REALLY do. I’m not just saying that. I work out daily, eat better than before, and still NOTHING. In fact, I’ve gained back anything I did originally lose. I’m back up to having 30 to lose until I get to the weight I’d like to be. We’ll see, it’s more a SIZE I’d like to be, so if I get there, I don’t really care what I weigh. But still, discouraging. That’s how I feel right now.

152. Actually right now it would bring me down to 154.
I’ve given up weighing myself except for once a week on weigh in day. I’ve been getting discouraged with my weight loss and I think a lot of it has to do with the fact that I weigh myself EVERY morning.
I am only doing this once a week, I’m going to be honest with myself.
I’m at a bit of a plateau but I’m certain that it will start going down again. I think I would like to have this goal reached by The last week of June.
So there’s that. Deadlines. Which I’ve never worked well with, but if I don’t make it I don’t I’m not giving up, but I think it’d be nice to have some idea of when I’d like this goal of my list by :):).