Fall in love

We met again for another date, but she was sleepy from the party last night and didn’t have that much time. Generally it didn’t really feel the same as before. Over the next three weeks she only replied sporadically and she was “too busy” to meet me. But I still wanted her so much. It took her about one month since our last “real” date to finally turn me down by sending me an official “let’s just be friends” text.

However I couldn’t really be angry at her. While the text didn’t make me any happier, I was expecting that and it helped to calm down my mind. I thanked her for the honesty and I think she has been relieved by how I took the news. Although that’s not easy to tell when you’re only texting.

I’ve met her via okcupid and we got along well from the beginning. Each time we met, I liked her more. We started holding hands, cuddling on the couch and we could talk for hours without problems. I think I’m in love.
But now I haven’t heard from her since our last date 8 days ago. Up to now we have been texting each other every few days. Today I tried to call her, but I didn’t reach her and she did not call back. The uncertainty is killing me.

Was it worth it? Well, I’ll see that soon. The next time will be either great or terrible.

Two months ago I met a great girl, who told me she was going to move to another city as soon as she got accepted at the university. Since then we met about 10 times (but we never met alone) and always had a great time. Tomorrow morning she will move and I’m terribly sad and can’t stop thinking about her.

I might have fallen in love.