be excellent at my job

honestly, I’m not doing well at this. I slack off. Oh lord how I slack off.

I truly feel like my company is encouraging this. This place is so awkwardly run, I just don’t know what to do. Or who to ask. Or anything.

We have a big company meeting in 2 weeks and I’ll finally meet the people I report to and have issues with and everyone else. If given 1/2 the opportunity, I plan to raise hell. A part of me is wondering if I’m going to make enemies, or even get myself fired. But that’s got to be better than feeling useless and bored and then getting reprimanded for not being psychic.