The last two times when I’ve decided to have a serious talk with boyfriend, and then worked up the nerve for days and days, he brings it up just as I’m about to open my mouth. Strangely, then, I keep bringing out the stalling.
Need to talk about the real thing, logistics and concerns, not just the big idea.
Nov 29, 10:11PM PST | 1 cheer | 0 comments
I have determined that I want to move in with the boyfriend. Try again to make that work.
This is wrapped up in some other goals too, most notably for the moment “ask for what I want”.
Sep 30, 11:36AM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments
holy crap.
I’m back where I was, and should be happy about it. Feeling un-trusting though.
Aug 21, 11:27AM PDT | 0 comments
I think I’m starting to see the reality of the situation. I thought I did before, but I was actually in denial, thinking I could change it. Now, while I still hope things turn out how I want them to, I realize that they may not. And so I’m depressed again.
Jul 27, 01:01PM PDT | 2 cheers | 3 comments