find true happiness

Well, I have no clue what would make me truly happy, whether such a state of mind exists, and if it does then how long would it last? Too many questions and not enough time. I’m sure i’ve answered this question in my own head during one of my many insomniac nights when my brain goes 10,000 mph at 3.30am but as soon as I sleep I forget all the details of my amazing thoughts and just remember that i had an awesome life changing thought, which is seriously frustrating.
There’s always been something missing in my life and maybe if I got it i’d find happiness, though i still feel that even if I got this thing i would still not be happy.
The only thing i truly crave in life that i’ve never had is Love. I’ve never felt loved and i’m tired of always being lonely even when i’m with all my friends, it’s a cold feeling and i’ve had more than my fair share.
Well, the thought and the search go on, and who knows what tomorrow will bring
Sorry i wrote so much. Good luck to everyone with their ambitions.