“I’m doing this because I’ve been convinced I have to do this.” That’s no fun. Everything that’s come from forcing something to fit in my life has laughed in my face as it crumbled to pieces. &/Or waisted months of my life while trying.
When I think about the fact that I’ve never gotten a job with a resume’. (yes I’ve had some good jobs) Why do I persist in wasting so much time polishing my resume’/portfolio?
The best things I’ve ever gotten have simply resented themselves to me because I was doing what I wanted to do. I was living my purpose. I was just being me and moving fast.
My friend just volunteered to go to the south and help build housing for Katarina victims with Architecture for Humanity Her airfare was $500. She bit the bullet and got her ticket out of pocket. The next day she got an IRS refund of $500.
Its supposed to be like that. If its impossibly difficult and too much work usually means I’m pounding a around peg being into a square hole. This was kindergarten right?
kindergarten is important.