improve my appearance

much “improving my appearance” as improve my perception of my appearance. when i bagan doing this a few months ago, i really wasn’t happy with the way i looked.
now, i still look the same, but i view myself differently.
yeah, i have a flabby jiggle to my arms & my belly isn’t flat & 4-pack, but your know it really doesn’t matter to anyone but me!
the way i dress, noone knows that i have stretch marks on my lower back, hips, and thighs….noone but me cares either….
i can change the things i don’t like about my body by getting off my butt (which barely exists but i am not complaining!) and working out if i choose to change those things, i will do it for me & not how i want someone else to see me.
if all they care about is physical looks then it’s not someone i really care to know :P

really considering this one after the wisdome teeth are gone & swelling has gone away….until then this is on hold….

the more i dance on Saturday nights, the better my abs look! LOL
i didn’t really notice until last week when Jen asked me if i’ve been losing weight (i wish!). then i thought about it while looking at myself in the mirror, my obliques are starting to cut rather nicely! :) that feels good!
i’m improving the way my body looks while having fun!

isn’t growing as fast as i’d like it too…between working out & losing some weight & gardening, i feel better about myself & think i look better each week. i’m measuring my appearance by how i feel not someone else’s idea of what beauty is… i love myself enough to say “i’m not a supermodel & i don’t want to be one either”

bought a pilates/yoga mat. i’ve been doing pilates on the rug, but i was sliding around all over the place! almost defeating the purpose of exercising… tomorrow 5:30AM work out on new mat!

applied 2x a day is helping a little with my ridiculously dry skin. but i do notice an improvement…

if there’s a way to make it grow faster…. any ideas, anyone?
the top grows pretty quickly, but the rest of it is taking it’s sweet time…..

i’m going to let it grow long again. i miss it smacking me in the face when it’s windy… it’s also much easier to style when it’s long. so many more options than spiky or flat…
and i am not going to color the highlights anymore. i’m going to dance in the sunshine whenever i can so nature can highlight it for me!
short hair is fine for get up & go, but i miss my long hair (don’t tell hubby i said so LOL)