Have a totally different life by this time next year

So, I have 2 more recommendations to secure before I am well on my way to doing this. It’s taken some planning, lots of soul searching and making some hard decisions to get to where I am now.

I have not changed my life yet, but my determination is there and I know the changes are happening within myself. as soon as everything is in, I’ll be on a track to accomplish several of my goals at once – live in another country, learn another language, live somewhere I do not need a car and have a totally different life by this time next year. There are times I am a little afraid, but I know that I will be changing things in my life that I can no longer live with.

one thing i do not lack are ideas. i have so many ideas of what i would like to do, how i can make these things happen for myself and why i want to do these things.

i lack the when. i seem to be burdened by my responsibilities right now although i only have minor debts, no husband/boyfriend, no child and can easily extract myself from my current life. i do not think i lack the courage because i have done brave things in the past. i believe i just need to take a leap of faith and see what happens. no matter what, i’ll be ok.