"loose" the weight - Go away, extra pounds! Run! Be free!

+ 25 now
:/:/:/

And I did put on like 2-3 kg since…

I guess.. I should be back to being unhappy.. I had lost like 8-9 kg when I was suffering og love.

But maÅŸallah these days, we seem to be happy.. ( not especially happy today but ) going on dates like 5 times a week does not help when you are obese :D But I am in loooooovvveee :D and kind of engaged :D

I am really trying to be normal!

I have moved this week, actually 2 days ago and my new housemate, she is also a very best friend of mine, and I we’ve decided to live healthy.
No junkfood, or minimum, lots of fish less red meat, less bread, more cheese, less coke more green tea… and yoga 3 times a week.

I hope it turns good for both uf us, she has to live healthy also :) I have to normalize.

But now I do not have sth to weight myself at home. so I ll be able to know it from visit to visit to my parents’ :(

Of the new diarrhea I caught was that I can not eat properly for 3 days, I am in a potato diet :( horrible. I can’t eat anything else than potato :( and drink coke and water and tea (which is perfect I love black tea )

but I am a +17,9 now

If I put up like 1 kg of water I lost this 3 days, I can use this as a pitch :)

I did put on 2,5 extra kg on holiday,
that makes me +21,5
Mom cooks really good and I love Turkish bread! what can I do!

Well, I have started fresh now, and am + 20,5 now :)

it is the good will that counts
( or I am kidding myself )

I am an obese since 8 yrs old, and I m 20. Things got worse with the horrible treatment I had this spring, I am healed totally but side effects will make me a fat wife ( if I get married :P ) or a spinster :P

I wanna loooooooooose themmm

Wishing is a good start :D

I have now 19.7 kgs to go away ( 2 kg s better than last month )
I will count them like that so I do not say my wieight :)