tell him I love him

Yepps… My first completion on here. I finally did it… and it was so worth it. Smiles Yesterday, I told him I loved him and asked him out. He said yes and so far, things are sailing smoothly. I have a really good feeling about this. I’m so happy. ^__

We talked today for a while and we held hands for a long time. He had laid his head on my lap and I had laid my head on his shoulders. He didn’t pressure me to do anything else or say anything else. I didn’t tell him I love him. I didn’t say anything… but, I still think it’s progress. I only have nine days left and I’m confident that I will tell him I love him and mean it with all my heart before that time is up. I believe that. And if I’m not mistaken, he still loves me too. I’ll do this… I’ll do this.

I’ve dated him before and we “took a break” on my terms because I was feeling insecure. He still loves me as I still love him… He asked me out again a couple of days ago, but I rejected him… because I wanted to be sure that he will not turn out to be like every other man I have ever dated. I don’t want him lying to me, putting another woman as a priority before me, listening to me, etc. So far… it’s been alright. I can see that he’s trying hard not to fall back into old habits. That’s why I’ve challenged myself. I have eleven days.