Stop messing up my checking account

I have had to let my accounts close, don’t mess up with want it’s the needs that get me. I am a single mom of five working full time I also get SSDI because I am so ill I have to take 20 pill to stay alive and so the idea I had about finding a 2nd job wont work my med make me so sick. Sorry I’m just bitching. I don’t have anyone to talk to. UGH!