live my life

I forgave those who harmed me. I let go of all grief, and anger, and decided I should start off from scratch. There is nothing worse than hating someone for all the harm they did in the past, it felt so great to forgive and say its ok. I recommend this, if there is anyone you would want to forgive, do it!, it will not only make you feel better, but it will set that person free from guilt, and make you a better person.

Today I saw my ex-husband, and for a minute I hated him, he’s doing good which makes me glad, he’s staying out of my way too, he did a lot of damage in my life, more bad than good. But honestly, I thought to myself, why should I even waste my time hating, its not a good thought, and I promise myself to be happy that Im alive, and I have the chance to redo my life, and yes I am happy, I smile everyday ( I always do) and I promise, I will not let the bad past damage my good present and my promising future. I promise.

And my purpose is to start controlling my own life, because at the end, its not my parents, my friends, or anyone else who is going to live it. Its me. And I am tired of being afraid, and letting so many opportunities slipped because of my fear of what “they” may think…

Today my purpose is to go for it…