Find balance.

I’ve just realised: there’s not one particular aspect of my life that’s “unbalanced”. My whole life seems to be unbalanced. My thoughts, behaviours, everything. It cannot be adjusted be a simple ‘tweak’ of this or that- it’s intricately woven into my being and I think that it’s going to take some time to de-code whatever it is that need’s de-coding and re-code with balance and positivity… Maybe it is simple and I’m just complicating things? I don’t think so but anyhow- just a thought, whilst at work…

This is such a huge issue for me and I guess that’s why I haven’t had the courage to write about it yet…

In life there always seems to be a ‘way’ to behave, to speak, to drive, to sit, etc. But, who’s to say which ‘way’ is right and which is wrong. Who’s to say that instead of speaking loudly all the time, the ‘proper’ way of speaking should be with a lowered voice? Who can say that? If somebody can say- then who are they? Where do I find them? How can I find them?

There are so many things in life that require a balance. Life itself requires some degree of balance. Anything not balanced is imbalanced- that apparently is not ‘acceptable’ in many situations and whatever.

So how does one find balance?

I never seem to be ‘balanced’ in anything.