you aint got a chance to choose the past,but u got to move on one time..when u think u r ready to do it,u do it..no matter what or who..i cant take it so..like having something,by having nothing..like being best friends on the net,or smth like that,its just like u have,but u have nothing..it’s all been destroyed by couple of words..fastly..now i guess i dont what to hear nothing about it,cos im gon be thinking bout it all by new..im putting a dot,but living all by again…with u or without u..living all by dreams,it isnt a way for me!im real,and im having my own desires..sometimes u gotta to move on..sometimes even if u cant,u gotta try do to something to have a change about it..kukus was,and he was left in the past,where he belongs i guess..nothing changing,then im gon change it..im gettin over
extdrama has written 2 entries about this goal
huh…it’s the goal i dunno if i will get through,but im trying hard..by thinking what would be if nothing like that would happen are killin me so much,that im not taking it any more..it’s like a wanna say stop to what i HAD and keep on!may be it is worth that,but im still like careing about it,but it happens all by the time differently..like i would like run away being sumwhere near,but im only running!im tryin to hide,but everytime i see the same face,and then i cant do nothing more then thinking about sum things that happened..why it just cant stop?why?i want that to stop cos im going insane with it..replace is not an unswer for this,but i got no ideas what to do..im having my time,im keeping it all in the past,what is now,it’s only mine..like that stare of other people is killing me,it’s like sayin that im the reason for being it so..
keeping the past in me isnt working as i would like to…it was,but it was ruined after a few days..i wish it never happened..last kiss to goodbye,last words to say im sorry…but im not taking it like that anymore..bye..
