Write more often

i’ve been writing every day for the passed 4 days. it feels good. it’s nice bc im so alone in new york. but when i write i have myself and i havent had myself in so long. he helps me write bc there’s so many emotions going on right now. i;m hoping i dont lose my writing ever again.

i’ve been watching a lot of def poetry lately and it’s really been making me want to write. i also read a book that reminded me of things i used to write. starting tomorrow (i know i know… i should start now) ok… so really.. tomorrow i’m going to start handmoving like i did when i was in high school and had to in my creative writing class. it brought out a lot of creativity and maybe this will get me writing without having to do it through handmoving.

the greatest writers are fuckin nuts. i feel nuts right now, like someone took all of my common sense and sense of reality and hid it from me. i should write. i havent in what feels like years…....... i’m miserable and i bet i could come up with something amazing. what kind of bullshit is that?