find out what i want out of life

i’m working on my second transfer (which will mean third college) and my first major change. how can i possibly learn what i want out of life, when i cant even figure out what i want out of college?
but on second thought, maybe its not what i get out of life, but what life gets out of me? which doesnt make sense, but what i mean is maybe i should live for others, and more importantly, live for God rather than for myself. okay, scratch the ‘live for others’ part b/c thats actually a really really bad thing to do. trust me. been there, done that.
so where have these ramblings gotten me? no where. lol