fall devastatingly and totally in love with someone desperately and totally in love with me

just need to work on the whole, them being in love with me part. i guess thats the harder side of the deal.
shit i fall in love with every boy. honestly, i need to stop that maybe?

isn’t this what everybody wants. it would be really nice to have someone like me as much as i like them. i usually have a huge crush on somebody who is completely unattainable. this falls into my goal of ‘quit getting my hopes up’ a bit with my totally unrealistic aspirations for myself. i would probably be happy if i found someone who would just like me.