get off my ass and live

okay, when i said i hate leaving the house, i meant that i hate having to get off my ass. i deceive myself a little more often than i’d like. during the summer when there’s no snow on the ground and you don’t have to wear layers or try to stay inside it’s a lot easier to go out and spend time with friends and just do whatever but for now…

i’ve been spending less time in front of the computer lately though which isn’t a bad thing. i’m looking forward to summer so much…

i love the thought of being outside and not being afraid and spending time with whoever whenever and being fun to talk to… i just hate leaving the house. i want to just tell myself to relax one day and just experience life.