write poems

You, you left me with misery,
Can you not see,
Your selfish desires,
Your a liar,
For now you come to the realization,
It;s not mine but your desperation,
Can you not see?
You, you left me with misery
But Im young,
Im a loaded gun,
You life is like a fading page
The story of your life,
Slashed with a knife,
And thrown in the fire,
When you wake -up,
Is it a shake-up?
What you really lost,
Whats the finally cost,
All alone in your fatansy zone

Here is a sample, I hope you can guess what they mean.
I want to burn this circus parade,
I Watch the petrol cassade,
I watch it fade,
Clown eyse reflect the flames,
Am I to blame?
I rufuse to participate,
its my choice of fate,