stop being jealous

im not as jealous… im more annoyed that this girl is the reason our relationship fell apart and he still insist on being friends with her and still expects the same type of relationship with me

FUCKING WANG!!!

choose… its either one or the other…

actually NO... take her… i no longer care for our friendship

i seem to pick guys who care nothing about how i feel…
i seem to pick guys who like to be-friend ppl i clearly don’t like
i seem to pick guys who don’t really care how their actions affect me

where are the decent MEN at?

maybe i won’t be so jealous when i realise the guy is not worth my time and/or my emotions

that i’ve become such an insecure and jealous person… the last 2 bf’s have done the same thing to me…

got together, all well and good, out of no where along comes another girl who they develop some sort of “another level of friendship” with, relationship on the rocks, the end

until 2 years ago i’ve been good, couldn’t careless who my bf’s talk to/saw/blah blah blah… but now… i have the green monster haunting me… i can’t just feel secure enough in a relationship… i really hate that

i promised myself i wouldn’t get into another relationship if im still like this… its not fair on the boy, and it will drive me insane!

maybe i just need to find a nice guy who will love me and only me :/