find a husband

I spent a lot of time outside walking today. I saw a few of the couples I’d like to be in. There was a middle aged couple riding bikes together. I’d like to be doing that. I’m not looking for anything outrageous and crazy but I would like some good loving. I see men on the street and I wonder if they’re looking too. It would be strange to go up to them and ask but somehow I need to do it.

I want a life partner without that sounding too boring. This life partner needs to be fun and exciting. We have to have sparks. We also need to hang well together. Laugh. Do stuff. And give each other space. I do not need a life partner for economic security. I do want one for the fun stuff in life. Someone I feel grounded around. Someone who things the world of me and can tell me when I am off base. And someone who I adore and cannot wait to spend time with.

I want to find someone with whom I can share life. Someone who isn’t afraid to give and take love. Someone who I love to hang with but has his own life as well. Our love is mad and passionate and deep and nurturing.