Stop caring what other people think of me

i cant help but feel hurt sometimes..
and sometimes i think that i make a bigger deal out of a situation than it really is..
but other times i think there is validity in what im feeling.
i just cant help caring about what certain people think about me..
and the things they say/do/don’t do make me assume things and worry so much about what they really think..whether they hate me..or if they think badly of me..etc.

i think i start to get paranoid sometimes..like there are ulterior motives behind what people are doing..like if a group of people that im friends with go out and dont invite me..i think the worst..and start to dwell on it..and care what they think of me..

its getting ridiculous.
i want to not care..
i mean i know its natural to care about what other people think..but i think i dwell on it way too much.

an all time low.
i am now caring about what people on myspace think of me.
i am so sad.

there was one person in particular i had in mind when i added this goal..this kid named wade..and well..he always intimidates me..idk why..i mean..hes semi attractive..but hes kinda rude to girls..and he just as this attitude where he thinks hes better than everyone else..and well..for some reason i just cared way too much what he thought of me..im not caring so much anymore i realized. so im thinking about maybe labeling this goal as completed..but im not sure yet..so i’ll think about it.

in alot of ways i really dont care what people think of me..i love being me..and i dont mind all my quirks and stuff..but at the same im always wondering what people think of me..i dont really know how to stop caring what other people think of me.