i cant help but feel hurt sometimes..
and sometimes i think that i make a bigger deal out of a situation than it really is..
but other times i think there is validity in what im feeling.
i just cant help caring about what certain people think about me..
and the things they say/do/don’t do make me assume things and worry so much about what they really think..whether they hate me..or if they think badly of me..etc.
i think i start to get paranoid sometimes..like there are ulterior motives behind what people are doing..like if a group of people that im friends with go out and dont invite me..i think the worst..and start to dwell on it..and care what they think of me..
its getting ridiculous.
i want to not care..
i mean i know its natural to care about what other people think..but i think i dwell on it way too much.