An explanation
20 months ago
My doctor actually told me to do this, and I think I need to. I won’t do something if I don’t think I can do it perfectly. I have to force myself to do essays because I’m convinced they won’t be good enough. I won’t blog in case it’s not good enough. I don’t even suggest things amongst my friends very often because I’m convinced it won’t be good enough.
Well, it’s got to stop. It’s okay to do things badly sometimes. Tonight, I’m trying my best to force myself to sing in public with a friend because I know I’m trying to talk myself out of it because I’m scared I’ll mess up. It doesn’t matter if I mess up. It won’t be the end of the world. It’s just a stupid acoustic night.
