Beat my depression

I went off my antidepressants when I found out I was pregnant. So I’ve been off of them for about a year now and I’m not really showing symptoms of depression. It’s more anxiety. I’m not sure if I should so that I’m done with this goal or not. I’m not depressed, but I am certainly not 100% in the mood department.

I’ve had trouble getting out of bed. All I want to do is sleep. I’ve lost motivation to do much and I have 1 final exam left to makeup. I wasn’t feel well today so I put that off until tomorrow. I am excited about tomorrow though. My husband and I are going to a White Sox vs. Yankees game. So I’m planning to drive up and take my exam in the morning, then I’ll be back down here to go to the game with my DH. After that it’s Thursday night tv, which is the only night that we watch, so I’m excited that it’s Thursday. Today I should hear something about my potential summer job working with a day camp. I hope I’ll get it. I know I’m DEFINATELY qualified and would do a great job. It’s just a matter of who else applied. We’ll see. Here’s to hoping that I can get motivated to get out of this funk.

I went three times last week and I felt so much better. Now I just need to stop letting my husband’s mood affect me so much.

This week is spring break and I’m hoping to go tanning a few times. I’m hoping that it will help my mood. I’ve just been really down recently. I know that I should also try to get in a workout or two or three…haha. I’m going to try to play DDR today to work on that.

One way to help beat depression is to keep myself busy and doing things that I love. So, this website is definately helping to acheive this goal.