Hello. I’m FJ, 22 years old. I am socially inept. I’ve always thought i’m just shy before until i read the words SOCIAL PHOBIA in the internet. My fear of being rejected has made a big influence in my life. I’ve miss out on a lot of things because of this. I always skip my classes because i’m afraid that the teacher would make me recite about something. Because of this my grades suffered and now, i’ve stopped my schooling completely because i had come to hate school.
I never attended my college parties because there’s so many games that i have to participate (which i fear i will make a fool out of myself). I don’t even have the courage to approach my teachers when i have some questions. I stood apart from my classmates, although i have friends, sometimes i would stay away because they would hang-out with so many different people at the same time.
Because of this mentality of mine, i felt like i’ve been left behind and i’m still on the same level 10 years ago. All my friends have move on to the next chapter of their life.
I’ve never even have a boyfriend ever, not even a first kiss.
I’ve been on a date in my highschool once but that’s it. I’m so much worst now than in highschool.
