the people I am having to love and leave are very angry with me.
I have handled it with as much love and calm as possible.explaining that i need breathing space without pressure in order to function properly.which is true.
I am realising how heavy I was feeling.I feel sad for how they are feeling angry.
but this is something I have to do.I have made that decision and am staying by it.
alott of it is because when they have had needs,i have understood,but when I have needed their love and support,for the first time in a long time,they have pressured me and then got angry with me,sharing only how they feel.I have responded with we,as we are all human,each with the same needs.
i explained I can only come up to my expectations,not theirs too.
they told me how I ’’should’‘be and how they ’’expected’‘someone like me to be.I know they mean well,but I can’t feel the freedom to spiritually breath with that kind of pressure.
I am doing this.I can do this .firm and lovingly.
