the first step into the ultimate goal of becoming a vampire, is that one must meet one… makes sense…
Oneida is a quiet, day loving city though… maybe not the best place… but! looks can be deceiving… hee hee
so best bet is to try looking here, while i’m here…
taking night-time walks, and woods! i love the woods.
i’m sure if a vampire is interested in me, he/she will let me know.
edit : i felt so grave when i made that goal for “meeting a vampire”...
just felt like i dug myself a grave… oi
for if i do not meet one by Nov. 1, 2007… i wrote as a consequence= i will stop trying…
i don’t think i can do that… as much as i try to not lie to myself… i don’t think i can ever really stop trying if this goal is not met… it has just been so deep a dream of mine to reach to such a being… so
i’m kinda… renigging on this deal… hee hee
if i can not do this… i will learn thai… enough thai to have a decent conversation with my boyfriend, who can speak fluently…
so until then, i will be trying hard at both goals… yeah!
(please don’t punish me… hee hee)
