foreverfickle is doing 35 things including…

clean my room


 

foreverfickle has written 2 entries about this goal

workin 17 months ago

house sittin’ for family… i have boxes upon more of stuff! here… expelled upon all open spaces.
i constructed a shelf today to house 3 printers 2 scanners books, prints, ikns, brushes, paper, mediums…. insane amounts of laundry. swept the bedroom n m keepin the bed made.

the space i spoke of last time is being packed and placed n storage. my records!!!!! the heat, they better have been removed. back to safty. i haven’t even been there.
the space my belongins are being transfered to this time. and still waiting to hear back from this nut whom my mother was friends with who stored a bunch of my shit. I don’t even know whats over there….
stuff in nyc. huge storage space in miami that’s over due on payments have untill the 31st aug to pay it in full or they sell and throw away my things…. NO!!!!!
getting side tracked. so easily….

pax
FF

x



leveled living 19 months ago

my bedroom and studio are just leveled messes of living hell and i am hiaving a problem making my way to the stage of cleaning and organizing. it’s not cleaning that i need to take care of it’s the organizing of ALL these clothes and books and papers and drawing and photographs that are just overwheling me to the point of no avail. to the point where I am watching back episodes of ‘ugly betty’ instead of even doing my nails or readibng a book. that show is so stupid, ok midly amusing after a bottle of whine and a few pain killers but still why am i doing this to myself. just fucking get it over with really. u don’t know where anything is and it’s driving u nuts but u are not taking care of anything, nor the much needed attention you ought to be paying your belongings. bitch would u please start the process of picking up after yourself. Is it that you know that someone else wilol come along and eniable you? they always do. they are right now. there is right now as fingers click that dear sweet woman who gave you life on her hands and knees in your studio picking up after you. WHY ARE YOU LETTING HER DO THIS? my god are you a child? Might as well be. I need a fag, to wawa I go. I’m outtie. Help me self. oh and work on your jewlery design you are going to the workshop tomnarrow to start your peice.
not to self, and no your nails already. not taken. tootles.
pax
forever fickle
xxoo



 

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