I certainly didn’t accomplish everything. I did complete several. Most of what wasn’t completed will go ob my next list. Some of them will just disappear since i wasn’t being as realistic as i should be. Haven’t found another job yet but am looking. Have been going 1 or 2 x a week. Been reading much more than before though every time i complete 1 of my books i find another 2 that i didn’t read.LOL Maybe i’ll never be as outgoing as I would like but things are going better. I did send Jim an email just to be friendly and he acted really jerky. I guess I made the friendship something that it wasn’t. Oh well. Walking will probably be over next week because of rain and the temperature. Hopefully i’ll be able to move out in a few months since i don’t have enough right now. I’ll post my new list in a few weeks.
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I decided I’m not going to contact Jim anymore . I don’t know if he’s going through something or not. But obliviously he doesn’t want me in his life and i don’t feel like trying to get him back in my life now. I ‘ll try and find another friend. Jeff seems alright . I just wish we had more in common. I did buy some CDs from Amazon. Luckily they weren’t expensive. I decided to stop buying alcohol . I’m not giving it up for good . Just to save some money and I probably put back on some weight because of it. I hope i can move out soon. I wish my life could be like a teen movie from the 80s. At the end the geek gets the girl and everything just seems to work out. At least i have discovered some new artists i like: Queen, Nickelback and Gorillaz
been walking more not quite as much as i wanted to but more on the days i do than last year. My new friend Jeff seems like a good guy and he actually currently is living in Randolph. He’s the 1st person in my grade i have really hung out with . Sure there were some other who were friends of friends but not really mine. I decided not to buy any books or movies for a long time because i’m not nearly caught up on books and i want to watch my movies again. I like them or i wouldbn;t have bought them in the 1st place. I’m trying to socialize more . i just sometimes don;t want to or get nervous about it. i have to clean up my room stuff but it neater than most rooms in the house. Hopefully i can move by fall.
It finally might happen. I decided to stop buying books and movies for a while. I need to work on saving money. I’m getting better but i guess i’m paying off the credit cards faster than i need to . I started walking again. I’m going to take off the weight. I schedule another appointment for my stomach. I figure maybe if i can find out what’s causing it I can stop eating it or at least take something for it. I haven’t let anyone else treat me the way Baby Bastard because he wasn’t worth it and if someone not going to act like a friend to me I don’t need them in my life ever again. I still have to work on going places on my own. Overall i’m feeling much better about life than a year ago.
I’ve been socializing more. I’ve been reading more of my books. I have to try and walk more when it warm ups again. I do new things all the time. Sometimes it new food or a new CD. Unfortunately my doctor put me back on some pills. Maybe they’ll work better to clear up my skin. it easy to keep out certain people even though they sometimes try and come back into my life. I do usually look at some news item online. I haven’t been watching as much mindless tv although some of it is my guilty pleasure.
I haven’t been walking as much because the past few weeks have been hot and raining but hopefully there’s still a few more days i can. I’ve been buying less junk food and still am taking all sorts of CDS from the library.Been reading more not as much as i would but more than before. I’m spending less money on movies and books.
I put on a few pounds so i;m going to try and walk 4 or 5 days for the rest of summer. I’m going to try and meet someone i talk to online .Maybe they;ll be a friend maybe more. Been reading much more. hopefully will have finished a bookshelf within a few weeks. Gotta read more classic and am going to try and read a few more banned books. I’m going to really try and save so i can move this year. I really want to leave.
I’m going to read another classic once i finish the books I’m currently reading. I’m getting over the past which isn’t easy. I now have every episode of I Love Lucy. I have bought a couple of cds and won 1. It’s hard to remember good things about certain people but I’m trying to remember good time I had with them. I know all the side effects of what I’m on . Nothing too serious.
I finally have stopped watching for at least 1 whole day each month. I’m just about done with Treasure Island and will pick up the 4th book in Narnia probably over the weekend. Hopefully i’ll be able to start walking the end of March/ beg of April. I put on a few pounds over the holidays but still weigh less than a year ago. I’m finding more ways to make money.
I’ll give up a day of tv every month within the next few months. I’m going to read at least 1 more classic before the year ends. I’m getting off of some of the pills which i’m glad because I hate taking pills and some of the side effects make me skip them sometimes. I have been taking less time to shower although I still take too long sometimes. It feels good in there. I haven’t done any drugs in years and i don’t plan on doing them ever again. I don’t plan on getting drunk either.
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