How I really feel
7 months ago
I’m beginning to wonder if I should consider this one a goal I should give up on. It’s all relative, isn’t it? Yes, people should tell people how they really feel – sometimes. When the moment’s appropriate.
I know I can’t tell the people I care about how I really feel at the moment. I’d be lying if I’d use a cliche and just say ‘I don’t even know how I really feel’.
How I really feel is…
Lonely and overwhelmed. Overwhelmed by nothingness. And the waiting. And knowing that after the waiting will come a tonne o’ crap that I’m not ready to deal with. And of course, there’s the desperate nature of my relationship with a certain someone.
Eh, it all seems obsolete written down in words.
