get rid of my shyness

Sub Goals for “Get Rid of Shyness!”

1. Walk around all week without my ipod or cell phone .
2. Smile whenever I walk somewhere
3. Talk to people as I pass them
4. Strike up conversation with the boys on my hall
5. Look people in the eye more as I pass them

ah today was embarressing. i am getting soo much better at this, when imention im shy a lot of peopleare like WHAT? no youre not. I am normal, im not shy, im not outgoing. But sometimes, for certain people I am. I saw “him” today. Super cute, we waved and instead of walking on the sidewalk i crossed the street so i wouldnt have to talk to him. weird. i was really ashamed of that, especially because of all the progress i have made.

Struggling with Shyness my whole life, Sophomore year of highschool allowed me to find myself somewhat, and speak more.

Senior year i was much more outgoing and had a great group of friends-both girls and boys.

Here i am, my first month of college and I am shy. What’s bad about shyness is that it can easily be misinterpreted as being snobby. I need to talk! So here are some goals that i want accomplished by October 15.

1. Smile a lot
2. When i walk to class I will not call someone from back home. This cell phone is like a security blanket for me- i need to be open to any form of conversations i can get
3. Spend my time more wisely so i have time to go in peoples rooms and just say hi
4. Invite people to lunch, call and text more.
5. When i go to eat, invite anyone who is willing, even people that are not usually in “the group”
6. Ask questions, be enthusiastic
7. Dress well- have confidence
8. Do clubs, spark up conversation there
9. Speak up in class
10. talk to differnet types of people.
12. be a good friend to all
13. not gossip
14. be myself.

gosh this shyness is a pain in the ass.
the boy i am interested in is interested in me. But we are both shy so the conversations are painfuly akward and he even asked me “why are you so shy” god. I need to grow up and stop beingso shy!