have real contact with people

I have decided to shift the narrative perspective. No more “I”. More he and she. More characters, multiple plots. Tired of hearing I I I.

I think actually, perhaps, that since joining 43 things I have actually got worse at this. But I am all invigorated. I am starting 2008 early. Like now. It’s a new year. And I am all about risk taking and boundary crossing. No more whiny shy bullshit. I’m done.

i tend to write off people based on an intuitive observation of them in the first five minutes; chubby and desperate for a good fuck, too vague with her hands, she smells like cigarettes and sadness, still uses hair spray. Oh we will never get a long. But it is bullshit really, I have no idea what they really think or want or dream about in their ironed sheets. I am trying to work through my prejudices and get my narrative to shut the fuck up for a few minutes so that I can get a glimpse of theirs.