impossible to write an entry about this. It involves not only questioning yourself about who you are, but also questioning the mechanism by which we question (ie language has a logic which will produce an answer reflecting the logic of the question. If you are to escape this, you have to dissolve the logic and reinvent from the ground up).
It’s exceedingly difficult to do this. It sort of means escaping yourself and reentering yourself with a new persona.
I recommend deep meditation.