start eating again

Eating has been a bit of a battle still. I want to be clear that I don’t have an eating disorder, I’m simply too sad to eat.

The taste of food has increased dramatically, but my appetite has waned again. Even cookies and brownies aren’t enough to entice me. I’ve lost 15 pounds over the past two weeks which worries me.

I’ve managed to start eating again. Food still doesn’t taste like very much, but it has been improving, albeit very gradually.

I’m still not back to my regular consumption rate, but I’m apparently not starving to death anymore either. Weight loss has peaked out and I’ll probably start getting some meat back on my bones again soon.

This sucks.