Be Focused And Determined And Make Things Happen

if i promise myself and am determined that what has happened to me wont happen again, it doesn’t really mean that anything wont go wrong. but it means that i will try to prevent it. and i will try my damndest.

i wont let it happen again.

making effective choices and being efficient is an area i have failed in and i think this is primarily what i have to do now. slacking at it has lead be down bad roads. i entered those bad relationships and hung with a bad crowd… i don’t want to make excuses for my mistakes. but i don’t want to get in any more bad relationships either where someone can take advantage of me. even if you are on top of the world and doing everything right or coming out of something bad and doing something good, the wrong person can destroy that for you. so i vow not to get taken advantage of by any kind of socio lazy user or lurking perv ever again as well.

it wont happen again.

i want to be more excited about the change that is about to take place in my life. i have been waiting for this a long time. and it can be really great and should be great. i really could live the life i want to live.

this is my favorite and best goal. it’s the one that keeps me going the most and helps me to achieve the most and ultimately be the most fulfilled.

if i don’t keep my focus i get lazy and nothing gets done. i have to always be reminding myself of what i want to achieve and by when and the urgency of it. besides being motivated i have to be confident and keep encouraging myself. the most important thing is just to do as much as i can. i don’t want to be nowhere in a couple of months and looking back on even this time as a waste.

how good it felt to complete something concrete.