Complete my Master's degree

Being very busy with everything else the master is always the last one on the list and it’s beginning to be really annoying.
I changed the subject thou.
From ” the new visual culture- about the visuals circulating on the internet media” now I switched to “The Romanian film in the context of the European film”.
What next?

I’m trying every other thing just to postpone the intelectual effort of thinking and writing down something in order to complete the essay.
I went to the bibliotheque but the books didn’t help too much, especially when the theme of the whole work is not established yet.
I still agree that getting started is the most difficult.
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Am I an idiot or what?!

All I have to do is a 40 pages essey in order to sustain the final exam.
but reading, writing, thinking after all this “Intelectual break” is rather difficult.
I have to do it!
I WANT to do it!