feel comfortable with my body

Did I really start this two years ago? Damn. Well, since then I learned I have PCOS, chronic fatigue syndrome, and sleep apnea. These diseases cause major weight and metabolism issues and just generally cause one to feel horrible.

I have begun treatment, I have lost weight, but more importantly I feel healthier. Which has made it much easier to be comfortable in my skin. I am not to a size that is ideal for me, I would guess another few inches off the middle (crosses fingers).

i go to the gym, I eat well, yet I gain more weight. All I see when I look at myself is a lump for lard. I am so bloated like a whale carcase…I hate this body.

I don’t have an amount of pounds I want to loose or a size I want to be. I just want to feel content with how I look and not be repulsed by what I see in the mirror.