You gotta start somewhere, and I think I am doing a fine job.Although,maybe it’s not giant.I actually can catch myself making excuses or just not doing things.So I generally talk myself into doing them:)Knowing I will surely feel better after.I always do.I would not say I am cured.I am pretty sure it flows through my veins.I still can be very easily persuaded into doing other thinsg instead of must or should do things.I think saying something out loud helps.Like hey..Don’t go to the gym, you can always wear sweatpants for the rest of your life..Haha, or don’t go get grocerys, your kids can have canned cranberry suace and english muffins for dinner.I guess If I reason with myself as if soemone else were forcing me I don;t give myself much of a choice,It makes me feel lazy and like I am a bad parent and a bad role model.So it’s helping.I think because noone ever has told me what to do I have never had a push to strive for anything more than living life easy as I can.I don’t want that, and I want my kids to grow up knowing there is more, and if you are taking as much as you can you are living to your potential.Working hard and doing things with your life is what makes you and molds you.I don’t want that to hold them back.
