get my life back to where i was

I loved life more than you could ever realize, the best friends, the best times, the best schools, the best parties…everything was “the best” for 18 years. I went far off to college and quickly and unknowingly feel into a bad depression. I used to be the life of the party, ALWAYS up for everything and always socializing. Now I am home, away from all of my friends who are still at college and here I am – just trying to get through the day – hoping that everyday I get through will bring me closer to who I used to be. Things have gotten MUCH better, but there are everyday battles and life just hasnt been the same. NOthing has been the best in almost a year, but i have faith things will get better someday.