I haven’t been checking this site lately and I have come to realize that I’ve lost track of my goals and dreams once again. And that has been my own fault, I’ve been too caught up in my relationship with my boyfriend, forgetting everything that I love.
The problem is that he’s got friends that dislike me. They have been talking about me and judging me while they don’t even know me. It hurts me so bad because some of them used to be my friends but they’ve turned on me.
Everytime I want to do something that I like I know he will go to them. So I did what he liked, just to keep him with me.
I’m tired of it.
I love him so much and I know he loves me but I just can’t stand it when he goes to them. It might be onreasonable but that’s just the way I feel.
Anyway, I want to re-instate my list and live by it. I realized that I don’t want to waste my valuable time feeling bad. I want to feel happy!!!!
