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Alright, well I have seen and know about many guys who find smoking attractive and hot on a girl..and seems many guys have this same fetish and talk about it openly.. but I don’t really hear anything from the girls about if a guy smoking is attractive or hot/sexy or whatever.. do girls find it hot on guys as much as guys find it hot on girls?

Well, I had always found smoking hot on girls, and I always thought it was cool to blow out smoke and girls like bad boys and yeah I know about all the health risks so.. I had been thinking about smoking for awhile and today I finally decided to try it on the way work. I am 18, but have never done anything like this before. I was really nervous and excited when buying my first pack and lighter. I decided to get Camel Lights because I thought it would be a good first one to try and I liked the fact that it is Turkish for some reason. I was really nervous but it ended up fine.. after I bought them I felt really good for some reason. I felt bad and tough… but in a good way. So i’m anxious to light it up so I go to a shopping center and park and open my car door. I try to figure out how da lighter works for about 5 minutes and finally got it working. I lit my first cigarette. It was pretty cool holding it and watching the smoke come out of the tip, and I felt really good about it. So after holding it and feeling good I decided to take my first drag. I tried to make it as short as possible and I did and nothing really happened… Weird. So I tried it again, same short drag and I breathed out immediately and smoke came out. I thought that was cool and I didn’t really feel anything pleasurful after the drag except I thought it was cool seeing the smoke coming out and seeing myself as a smoker… I couldn’t believe I was doing it. However, a few seconds later I gagged like 3 times. I felt really close to throwing up those times.. I threw the cigarette down, stomped it out. I got back in my car and drove to the nearest Kroger. I absolutely hated the smell and my car stunk.. I felt fine and I bought an air freshener sprayed and tried to get the smell of my car. I got most of it out but just a little bit there… Anyways, for the next couple of hours I randomly would smell cigarette smoke and whenever I did I gagged. It felt awful.. I never actually threw up but it felt like I came close many times. Afterword I threw away the pack of Cigarettes.. pretty wasteful considering it was full minus one, but oh well. I just didn’t have anywhere to keep them and I didn’t want anyone finding them…. Well that was my first experience, thought I would share it with yall… I’m not sure I will try it again..

I am wondering if anyone has tried them? I’m not a smoker and never have smoked, mainly because I hate the smell, but im actually thinking about trying these because they smell good. Would these be a good thing to try for a first time?

Is it really possible to be a “social” smoker? Are there people who smoke every now and then, never get addicted, and never suffer all the negatives of smoking? Is it plausible to just smoke a few on the weekends and that is all?

I’m 18 years old and I find smoking… interesting and find it really attractive on girls. But what I don’t like is when people become a slave to them and “need” to smoke and constantly have to have a cigarette, always smell like it, and then all the health effects and etc.

I'm not a smoker and never have tried but i've thought about it a lot... I find it hot on girls and it can change your image and everything. I just don't want to become an addict and just wondering if social smokers exist..if its even possible?