Difficult.
2 years ago
It’s difficult to be nice to someone who has mentally & emotionally abused you your whole life.
It’s difficult to be nice to someone who inspired you to move 2 states away, just to get away from them.
It’s difficult to be nice to someone who you cannot have a conversation with, because they will inevitably begin talking about “them”.
It’s difficult.
But I have to try, one last time, to forge some sort of civil relationship with her, keeping boundaries in place so I can maintain my own sanity, while respecting her, and showing her that I love her.
It’s been years since I’ve said I love her.
