Begin my teaching career

So I just got hired as of yesterday at Thomas E. Kerns Elementary School. I have 6 days to get my classroom ready! 6 DAYS!! And I’m supposed to go to the beach this weekend! This is going to be utter chaos! But I knew that God would provide when He was ready =) Sooooo happy!

As it is now, it’s not looking good. I’ve been on five interviews and nothing yet. School starts in less than a month and I am a little discouraged.

I am currently working as a temp at Nuvox Communications and I interviewed today for a Project Coordinator position. I am really looking forward to having a real job even if it isn’t a career in teaching.

I keep praying about it and putting my trust in Him but I just don’t know what to do at this point.

I feel there’s never enough time in the day to accomplish things that I WANT to accomplish. There’s never enough time to spend with those that I love, to take pleasure and enjoyment from the things I like to do in my spare time. To fellowship with God and continue growing into who He wants me to be.

Instead, the time is eroded away by the everyday fundamentals; the 9 to 5, the humdrum of the daily routines, the unexpected and undesired. I wish I was doing something more exciting…..more exhilerating. I want to feel something more than this. I feel simple. I feel uninspired and insipid. I don’t want to be or feel second rate. I feel as if I’m selling myself short. I know that I am capable of so much more in this life and I want to share it.

I want to be something, I want to be considered necessary, I want to be respected but I don’t know how to change the way things are other than to just wait for the change. I despise the wait. I’m tired of the wait.

How do I accomplish this? Maybe it’s not about accomplishing what I WANT. Hmmm. I know how to get on with this but I don’t. There’s only so much I can do or is there? Should I be doing more….or less?