found out for myself that I need some external base clock, otherwise things don’t work. Hence just opted for honorary work, where I must show up regularly.
Today I visited the poor people table to get directions where to apply for the intended honorary work. Sadly, the secretary guy is one of those “believers” – folks who believe that being employed is the only way of living; and he was likely to force me to become dependant of charity myself where I’d be forced to work for free. – Both of those ideas are out of scope, living by charity and work because there’s something to be done.
Instead, my aim is to ‘give back’, share what I have – that high education and my internet savvyness.
Later, I asked at the library whether they had a computer course. I asked out of curiousity, but immediately got sucked in: “No.. not yet…though we’re supposed to give any to elderly people—do you wanna give one?” Sure I want; yet, the idea might be passed/passing upwards in their hierarchy, and I yet drafted the course. Though – although it’s close, it’s not yet regular work, or anything else that could help for that external clock source.
Plus, there’s one more thing I want to get done today, which I will tackle just after the pizza currently in the oven…there are a few hours left of the day, still.
