be a good person

i want to do this because my dad just recently passed away and he was the most un-selfish, giving, loyal, intelligent, and helpful man. i want to stop living the way i have been, and be more like him. i want to look back on my life and not regret a thing. i want to learn from my mistakes like he did and use that to help others. his faith was so strong and passionate. i want to find something like that, because i’ve lost myself. i want to stop being angry with God for the way my life has gone and learn to accept him as just that…God. If I could be half the person my dad was…i’d be content.