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2 years ago
AS of today i have not cut or burned in three days. I recently just began cutting. It was all really surreal. But immediatley i was mesmorized and obsessed. I couldnt look at sharp things without wanting to run home and cut. I was doing the ironing the other day when i thought, hmmmm..let me just see how this feels. Damn it…it was even better. it stung all night and thats all i could feel. I couldnt feel the pain or heatrbreak or emotions just the skin burning. very few people know i cut/burn. like 2-3. not even my therapist…hence the honest with the therapist goal:)
