forgive my father

I have not seen him in six years, the sad thing is I don’t care to. The one person in my life I just cant forgive is him. We had a wonderful relationship until I started remembering things that made no sense to me and scared the heck out of me! Dark and twisted things. That as a mother sent me into lioness mode. I have been praying for him daily, I just wish God would put it on my heart to forgive him. I ask now for your prayers as well!