have a life without anxiety or panic

I want so badly to get back to my AA/NA meetings,but my anxiety keeps me practically house bound. I avoid restaurants, meetings,movies, basically anywhere where there are people. I even have anxiety atacks around my own family. I’m not working since I developed symptoms 2 months ago which proved to be fibromyalgia-for which there is basically no known cure. I’m trying to not feel sorry for myself-but I feel so hopeless that I’ll ever kick this anxiety to where I can lead a normal life. I had this anxiety years ago, then I got better for a few years. Now the anxiety resurfaced at the onset of my fibromyalgia symptoms. I’ll do whatever it takes to be free of this crippling anxiety!!!